I’ve never had a partner for an intimate relationship and the thought of having a life-size doll in my bedroom to provide me companionship was both overwhelming and exciting. She was beautiful and realistic, with realistic features and soft-touch silicone skin. And because of her advanced technology, she was able to respond to touch, sound and gesture.
The best thing that I’ve realized through this is that I don’t have to worry about any of the baggage that exists with traditional relationships—no emotions, drama, or commitments. I’m free to indulge my fantasies with her in the privacy of my own home. Plus, there’s no need to worry about STIs, pregnancy, or other sexually transmitted diseases that come with having sex with a real person.
It’s really been quite liberating, I must say. I get to discover new and more playful ways of experiencing pleasure, without any worry of consequences. For instance, I can talk to her, request her to do different tricks, and even engage in some light bondage. I’m not restricted to just having straight sex either – I can have lesbian sex, oral, anal, vibrators and much more.
Playing with her was like stepping out of my comfort zone and allowing myself to explore. I treat her like I would a real partner and even dress her up in lovely lingerie. I experience every feeling with her just like a real human would. Also, when I start to feel over-sensitized during our intimate activities, I can meddle it down with some massage and caressing.
Furthermore, dildos I’ve ended up learning more about myself than I ever thought I could. Not only did I find out more about my own sexual quirks and desires, I also discovered more about my emotional understanding of sex overall. Crazy right? Although we don’t engage in any emotional talk, I am becoming more acquainted with what really turns me on.
Finally, I love that I can trust her more than any real person. There’s no chance of her leaving me or breaking my heart with betrayed trust, and she won’t be disappointed if I don’t reach orgasm as she won’t expect any kind of intentional reciprocity.
One thing I’m enjoying the most is the fact that I don’t have to involve anyone else in my loving moments with the bokep sex doll. Because she’s so silent and private, it’s easier for me to be selfish and try out new stuff without being judged. Plus, I can whisper all my secrets into her and she’ll never tell them to anyone.
Finally, I’m more and more fascinated by her as time passes by. With each new encounter, I learn more options of exploring and enjoying pleasure, something which I never thought I’d ever experience. Eve, my bokep sex doll, has changed my entire outlook on sex and intimacy. She has become more than just a doll; she’s become the best friend.